What The Thunder Said

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

The Question Is...

Is my 3 day headache caused by:

a) J moving away again. This time 6 1/2 hours away. With no vehicle to bring him home after this weekend?

b) The kids getting sick and stressed out the instant J walked out the door?

c) Trying to juggle getting the apartment fully livable (before we move again) while balancing racing the kids to activities, volunteering at the school, juggling a need-to-see-you-everyday mother-in-law, and all the usual home stuff while worrying about taekwondo testing this weekend and my mom and the new boyfriend coming the weekend after that, while trying to figure out when I can get to the old house to mow the grass and weed and drive J back to Ohio?

d) Worrying about money that's draining from the checking and savings account faster than I can find ways to put more in?

e) Wondering how we're going to pay for 3 homes at the same time on the above mentioned "no money"?

f) Or, is it simply because I haven't had a week long streak of headaches for about 2 months and I'm due?

I'm not usually stressed out. In fact, in the past I've even been called laid back (HA!) but...um...I'm feeling a little, teensy bit stressed. Good times, man, goooooood times :)

Monday, September 29, 2008

Electronic Conversations

Your sweetness overwhelms me and brings tears to my eyes. I can't stay strong in the face of such kindness. That said...please don't stop saying the words. There is magic in the long distance echo of "I'm here" and "I can listen", "I know what it's like" and most importantly, "I've missed you." Absolute magic.