What The Thunder Said

Saturday, June 21, 2008

It's Just A Phase...A Long, Long Phase

When need and want and good and bad and right and wrong all get mixed up in my head, I know it's just the frustration talking. I get so tired of being frustrated. I get tired of being tired. I get tired of never knowing what's next. It's just one of those weekends...where nothing works out and there's no sign that it will be better soon. And I just want to complain or sit down and cry or throw a tantrum. Sometimes I feel like such a spoiled brat...

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

One More Reason

In case anyone has doubts about my dorkiness, I just proved myself again. RSVP'ing to a birthday party shouldn't be that hard, right? Certainly I can be cool for 30 seconds? Nope, not a chance. After a two minute conversation I hung up only to realize that I said "alrighty" 4 times. I don't think I ever use that word and now I've gone and loaded up on it like it's going out of style. Well, if it had ever been in style, that is...

Monday, June 16, 2008

Disillusionment

Just when I thought I could be something other than a cynical, bitter pessimist reality comes and smacks me hard in the face. I'm so frustrated I can't even vent about it. The bright side? The kids will go to school with their friends in the fall. The downside? Everything else.