Not Exactly The Kind Of Day I Had Hoped For

Warning: The following is an irrational rant. You may want to cover your eyes until the ride comes to a full and complete stop.

What a stupid, stupid day so far. It's been a long time since I've been frustrated almost to the point of tears. But, today, it was a very close call. I somehow held it together and didn't throw things or break anything or even raise my voice above a normal level. So, now I have this huge weight sitting on my chest struggling to jump off and go crazy while I'm pretending that I'm not the "Crazy Lady." It's gotta get better by evening, right? So what if my computer is so screwy that I can't do important things like banking or watch "Dirty, Sexy Money." So what if the first words out of my daughter's mouth when I picked her up from school were "You're making me very angry." So what if I've had a migraine for 3 days in a row. So what if I'm tired of playing this role I've been thrust into for the past 10 months. I realize I ask for too much. It's not going to stop me from asking.