1am Musings

After we got home last night I couldn't fall asleep. I'm not sure why...maybe my body had been prepared for a later evening? Maybe I was still feeling the coffee I'd had that afternoon? Either way, I just could not stop tossing and turning, couldn't get comfortable. So instead of getting up and doing something productive I stayed in bed, replaying the evening in my head, planning for future evenings, thinking of things I need to get done, etc, etc and I suddenly realized that for all the talk I do about moving and selling the house, I can't actually picture us leaving. I mean, really, can you ever actually see us not being here, in this neighborhood, having these weekend evenings? I can't wrap my little brain around that possibility. And that's scary since it's inevitable. Eventually.