Stop Me If I'm Repeating Myself

"Every word is nonsense but I understand it all.
Oh, Lord, I'm not ready for this sort of thing."

An oldie but goodie (Anna Begins - Counting Crows)


The problem with resolving to yourself not to talk anymore about the weather or lack of sleep is that the only thing left to talk about is reality. That terrifies me.

On a Roll

Two nights of good sleep in a row (quality if not quantity, anyway). Maybe this week is finally starting to look up. Man, I hope so.

Insomnia

I need to find a way to fall asleep soon before I fall apart. The cracks are already starting to show.

Waiting for the Benadryl to Kick In (pt 2)

It's not summer so why am I itchy and splotchy? My eyes and my feet are driving me crazy...but everything in between is perfectly fine. What kind of allergen causes that? It's almost like my body misses poison ivy and springtime pollen so it's decided to just randomly have an allergic reaction. Oh well, I have 30-45 minutes before the benadryl hits me to figure it out. After that I'll be sleeping very, very well...

But I Hate Going To The Doctor

Can you be a hypochondriac if you rarely go to the doctor? If you only have the feeling that something is wrong? If you scour the internet diagnosing yourself? Hmmm...probably so. I don't really think I'm a hypochondriac but maybe I should make an appointment. If nothing else, I'm 33 which means I should probably start getting some of those old people tests done like cholesterol and...um...whatever else old people get tested for :)Consider it a New Year's Resolution.